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Saturday, May 09, 2009

Mother's Day is tomorrow. Anyway, I would like to take this opportunity to wish her a happy mother's day. I'm really grateful for what she had done for the past 20 years. Since young, she let me attend many classes such as ballet, swimming, speech and drama, arts and abacus classes. Also, i started tuition since my primary school days even though i entered the top class in primary two. Overall, this grooms me to be an all-rounder. Till today, I believed that one must not just be academically inclined but also excel in other areas such as sports and arts. And one for thing, I loved to doll up myself in my younger days. Yeah, I'm a vainpot but i followed my mum's genes. She's a vainpot too. She was the one who helped me to put on the makeup. The photo that me and my mum in our makeup is being displayed in my room. Maybe i will uplaod it here soon. Though i will quarrel with her over trival things at times, my velvety cheeks will be wet after each quarrels. But, I'm blessed to have her as a mother. Thanks mummy for everything=)
Monday, April 27, 2009

Took this quiz in facebook called "What string instrument are you? Below are my quiz results.

Violin

You are a up-going person, and you love the upper strings.

Sunday, April 05, 2009

Firstly, sorry for the lack of updates in my blog. Right now, I have completed my studies in polytechnic and starting to miss the good old times in my polytechnic days especially my third year. Not forgetting, i missed all my dearies. Eh...you all should know who you are. And i'm very pleased with my final semester results as my hard work pays off. The results is released on the 20th March 2009. My results are as follows:

Right now, i'm awating for my graduation ceremony which i think it would be held in may. Another thing i'm elated is regarding about my application as a relief teacher. My application status shows: Your application for registration as a relief teacher is successful. And this is my second attempt to apply for relief teacher. I failed on my first attempt. Persistance is what everyone should cultivate in their life. Don't give up if things doesn't go your way. Work hard towards your goal that you want in your life. Yesterday, i attended piano lesson for the first time in my life. Piano is an instrument that i yearn to learn since young. My first piano lesson was fun and yet interesting. And i was feeling tense as my hand touched the piano keys. So to all those fortunate children whose family let them learn at a very young age, cherish the experience of learning piano while others don't get to.

Another issue, I've come to conclusion that my sibling are rather selfish. Shall not describe too much.

Friday, December 19, 2008

From young till now, i had been an avid listener of Symphony 92.4. When most people heard classical music, they would find it boring and would want to sleep. For me, it's different. I had been listening to classical music when i was young. When my mum send me to attend ballet lessons, the music that is used for ballet is classical music. And that's how i was influence to classical music. Right after my polytechnic graduation, it's my dream to play classical music on instruments such as piano and violin. Whenever i listen to any classical music pieces from Mozart, Brahms and etc, i would respond positively to music such as swaying to the music. I remember when i was young, I would go to my ahyi house quite frequent. Well, her house has a piano and there's some music scores. With no one teaching me piano, i would try my best to decipher the notes from the music scores. However, i would only know how to play abit on my right hand. I had no idea on how to play together with both my hands. From that, i told my mum at a later age that i want to learn piano and ask her to get me a piano. She thought that i am a person who will give up easily. Even now, i would ask her to buy a piano for me. She would say the piano is very expensive and could not afford it. Now, the passion of playing classical music on piano is with me and will not give up easily to pursue my dream to become a musician someday. I would say it's never to old to learn muisc and must have the determination to perserve no matter what circumstances.
Sunday, December 07, 2008

There is a saying that don't judge a book by its cover and I have got to agree with this. People whom have known me described me as someone who is cheerful, happy-go-lucky girl. However there is a hidden side of me which i don't show it out. If you break out a piece of bad news to me, I won't cry in front of people. I would isolate myself in one place, break down and cry out all my sorrows. In fact, I tend to bottle up my feelings and can hide it well. And i am not a strong girl as what many of my friends would think.
Saturday, December 06, 2008

Recently, I had a conversation with a friend and I told her I could not move on with life still because I believe in this phrase,"Before you can love someone else, you have to love yourself first." And she was pondering on why we should love ourselves first before loveing others. Something happened to me 8 years ago and this incident has gave me a fear of relationships because i could not love myself still. Self love forms the foundation of your single, most important relationship - that with yourself. The strength of all other relationships is exactly equal to the strength of that foundation. To love youself is not simply a self esteem boosting piece of advice. It is the prerequisite to truly loving others.
Self love is not about being arrogant, selfish, self-centred or egotistical. It is not about comparing yourself to others to determine if you are good enough. It is not about always putting yourself first. It is not about always getting your way. It is not about always winning.
Well, the true meaning of self love are described below. To love yourself is to be awe of the miracle of your existence. It is to accept youself as you are - the light parts and the dark - and to love them both equally. It is to be willing to receive as much as you are willing to give and do both equally. It is about knowing your values and your boundaries and honouring them. It is about teaching others how to treat you by showing them how you treat yourself. It is about being kind to yourself. It is about looking after your mind, body and spirit. It is about knowing you are worth it, not because of what you have achieved or what you look like or what others think of you, but because love is your birthright no matter what.
To give love, we must first have love. To have love, love youself. Only then will we be able to truly love others for the pure joy of loving them. Self love is a win-win for all. It provides us with an inner happiness, confidence and peace of mind that is not easily swayed by outside events and opinions. It enables us to make healthier choices and the best decisions across all aspects of our life from our intimate relationships to our finances. It allows us to be more genuinely loving towards others and to be of greater service to the world at large.
Sunday, November 16, 2008

From the sky to the sea
There's no happiness for me
All my life, all I see only painful memories
Sad goodbyes, callous words
Left me shy and insecure
Scars and tears through the years
Wish that I could disappear

CHORUS
Everything's shades of blue
No hope no use
Dark as the sky at midnight I cry
Rivers and seas, oceans so deep
Everything's cold as ice
So numb inside, pale as the moon
Lifeless and gloomy
Sadness in hazy shades of blue

Thunder clouds all around casting shadows of doubt
Darkest hues of black and blue
Bruises left still so confused
Undertows, indigos dreams of losing all control
In a life with no sunrises only sunsets and regrets

This song is entitled "Shades of Blue" by Trish Thuy Trang. Well, Trish is a Vietnamese American singer and songwriter and she is one of the first Vietnamese singers to appear on iTunes. This song is somehow describing what i have been going through all these years. This sentence especially "Scars and tears through the years, wish that i could disappear."